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Clarissa, Volume 1 (of 9)

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O Madam, let her go on. This is nothing to what I have borne from
Miss Harlowe. She is either commissioned to treat me ill by her envy,
or by an higher authority, to which I must submit.--As to revoking the
estate, what hinders, if I pleased? I know my power; but have not the
least thought of exerting it. Be pleased to let my father know, that,
whatever be the consequence to myself, were he to turn me out of
doors, (which I should rather he would do, than to be confined and
insulted as I am), and were I to be reduced to indigence and want, I
would seek no relief that should be contrary to his will.

For that matter, child, said my aunt, were you to marry, you must do
as your husband will have you. If that husband be Mr. Lovelace, he
will be glad of any opportunity of further embroiling the families.
And, let me tell you, Niece, if he had the respect for you which he
pretends to have, he would not throw out defiances as he does. He is
known to be a very revengeful man; and were I you, Miss Clary, I
should be afraid he would wreak upon me that vengeance, though I had
not offended him, which he is continually threatening to pour upon the
family.

Mr. Lovelace's threatened vengeance is in return for threatened
vengeance. It is not every body will bear insult, as, of late, I have
been forced to bear it.

O how my sister's face shone with passion!

But Mr. Lovelace, proceeded I, as I have said twenty and twenty times,
would be quite out of question with me, were I to be generously
treated!

My sister said something with great vehemence: but only raising my
voice, to be heard, without minding her, Pray, Madam, (provokingly
interrogated I), was he not known to have been as wild a man, when he
was at first introduced into our family, as he now is said to be? Yet
then, the common phrases of wild oats, and black oxen, and such-like,
were qualifiers; and marriage, and the wife's discretion, were to
perform wonders--but (turning to my sister) I find I have said too
much.

O thou wicked reflecter!--And what made me abhor him, think you, but
the proof of those villainous freedoms that ought to have had the same
effect upon you, were you but half so good a creature as you pretend
to be?

Proof, did you say, Bella! I thought you had not proof?--But you know
best.

Was not this very spiteful, my dear?

Now, Clary, said she, would I give a thousand pounds to know all that
is in thy little rancorous and reflecting heart at this moment.

I might let you know for a much less sum, and not be afraid of being
worse treated than I have been.

Well, young ladies, I am sorry to see passion run so high between you.
You know, Niece, (to me,) you had not been confined thus to your
apartment, could your mother by condescension, or your father by
authority, have been able to move you. But how can you expect, when
there must be a concession on one side, that it should be on theirs?
If my Dolly, who has not the hundredth part of your understanding,
were thus to set herself up in absolute contradiction to my will, in a
point so material, I should not take it well of her--indeed I should
not.

I believe not, Madam: and if Miss Hervey had just such a brother, and
just such a sister [you may look, Bella!] and if both were to
aggravate her parents, as my brother and sister do mine--then,
perhaps, you might use her as I am used: and if she hated the man you
proposed to her, and with as much reason as I do Mr. Solmes--

And loved a rake and libertine, Miss, as you do Lovelace, said my
sister--

Then might she [continued I, not minding her,] beg to be excused from
obeying. Yet if she did, and would give you the most solemn
assurances, and security besides, that she would never have the man
you disliked, against your consent--I dare say, Miss Hervey's father
and mother would sit down satisfied, and not endeavour to force her
inclinations.

So!--[said my sister, with uplifted hands] father and mother now come
in for their share!

But if, child, replied my aunt, I knew she loved a rake, and suspected
that she sought only to gain time, in order to wire-draw me into a
consent--

I beg pardon, Madam, for interrupting you; but if Miss Hervey could
obtain your consent, what further would be said?

True, child; but she never should.

Then, Madam, it would never be.

That I doubt, Niece.

If you do, Madam, can you think confinement and ill usage is the way
to prevent the apprehended rashness?

My dear, this sort of intimation would make one but too apprehensive,
that there is no trusting to yourself, when one knows your
inclination.

That apprehension, Madam, seems to have been conceived before this
intimation, or the least cause for it, was given. Why else the
disgraceful confinement I have been laid under?--Let me venture to
say, that my sufferings seem to be rather owing to a concerted design
to intimidate me [Bella held up her hands], (knowing there were too
good grounds for my opposition,) than to a doubt of my conduct; for,
when they were inflicted first, I had given no cause of doubt: nor
should there now be room for any, if my discretion might be trusted
to.

My aunt, after a little hesitation, said, But, consider, my dear, what
confusion will be perpetuated in your family, if you marry this hated
Lovelace!

And let it be considered, what misery to me, Madam, if I marry that
hated Solmes!

Many a young creature has thought she could not love a man, with whom
she has afterwards been very happy. Few women, child, marry their
first loves.

That may be the reason there are so few happy marriages.

But there are few first impressions fit to be encouraged.

I am afraid so too, Madam. I have a very indifferent opinion of light
and first impressions. But, as I have often said, all I wish for is,
to have leave to live single.

Indeed you must not, Miss. Your father and mother will be unhappy
till they see you married, and out of Lovelace's reach. I am told
that you propose to condition with him (so far are matters gone
between you) never to have any man, if you have not him.

I know no better way to prevent mischief on all sides, I freely own
it--and there is not, if he be out of the question, another man in the
world I can think favourably of. Nevertheless, I would give all I
have in the world, that he were married to some other person--indeed I
would, Bella, for all you put on that smile of incredulity.

May be so, Clary: but I will smile for all that.

If he be out of the question! repeated my aunt--So, Miss Clary, I see
how it is--I will go down--[Miss Harlowe, shall I follow you?]--And I
will endeavour to persuade your father to let my sister herself come
up: and a happier event may then result.

Depend upon it, Madam, said my sister, this will be the case: my
mother and she will both be in tears; but with this different effect:
my mother will come down softened, and cut to the heart; but will
leave her favourite hardened, from the advantages she will think she
has over my mother's tenderness--why, Madam, it is for this very
reason the girl is not admitted into her presence.

Thus she ran on, as she went downstairs.

END OF VOL. 1

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