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'You don't understand, Griff; it is all dear Ellen's
conscientiousness--'

'Oh, deliver me from such con-sci-en-tious-ness,' he answered, in a
tone of bitter mimicry, and flung out of the room leaving Emily in
tears.

He could not appreciate the nobleness of Ellen's self-command and
the obedience which was the security of future happiness, but was
hurt at what he thought weak alienation. One note of sympathy would
have done much for Griff just then. I have often thought it over
since, and come to the conclusion that Mrs. Fordyce was justified in
the entire separation she brought about. No one can judge of the
strength with which 'true love' has mastered any individual, nor how
far change may be possible; and, on the other hand, unless there
were full appreciation of Ellen's character, she might only have
been looked on as -

'Puppet to a father's threat,
Servile to a shrewish tongue.'

Yet, after all, Frank Fordyce was very kind to Griff, making himself
as much of a medium of communication as he could consistently with
his conscience, but of course not satisfying one who believed that
the strength of love was to be proved not by obedience but
disobedience.

Ellen's letters showed increasing anxiety about her grandfather, who
was not favourably affected by the change of habits, consequent on a
long journey, and staying in different houses. His return was fixed
two or three times, and then delayed by slight attacks of illness,
till at last he became anxious to get home, and set off about the
end of September; but after sleeping a night at an inn at Warwick,
he was too ill to proceed any farther. His old man-servant was with
him; but poor Ellen went through a great deal of suspense and
responsibility before her parents reached her. The attack was
paralysis, and he never recovered the full powers of mind or body,
though they managed to bring him back to Hillside--as indeed his
restlessness longed for his native home. When once there he became
calmer, but did not rally; and a second stroke proved fatal just
before Easter. He was mourned alike by rich and poor, 'He WAS a
gentleman,' said even Chapman, 'always the same to rich or poor,
though he was one of they Fordys.'

My father wrote to summon both his elder sons to the funeral at
Hillside, and in due time Clarence appeared by the coach, but alone.
He had gone to Griffith's chambers to arrange about coming down
together, but found my father's letter lying unopened on the table,
and learnt that his brother was supposed to be staying at a villa in
Surrey, where there were to be private theatricals. He had
forwarded the letter thither, and it would still be possible to
arrive in time by the night mail.

So entirely was Griff expected that the gig was sent to meet him at
seven o'clock the next morning, but there was no sign of him. My
father and Clarence went without him to the gathering, which showed
how deeply the good old man was respected and loved.

It was the only funeral Clarence had attended except Miss Newton's
hurried one, and his sensitive spirit was greatly affected. He had
learnt reserve when amongst others, but I found that he had a strong
foreboding of evil; he tossed and muttered in his sleep, and
confessed to having had a wretched night of dreams, though he would
not describe them otherwise than that he had seen the lady whose
face he always looked on as a presage of evil.

Two days later the Morning Post gave a full account of the amateur
theatricals at Bella Vista, the seat of Benjamin Bullock, Esquire,
and the Lady Louisa Bullock; and in the list of dramatis personae,
there figured Griffith Winslow, Esquire, as Captain Absolute, and
the fair and accomplished Lady Peacock as Lydia Languish.

Amateur theatricals were much less common in those days than at
present, and were held as the ne plus ultra of gaiety. Moreover,
the Lady Louisa Bullock was noted for fashionable extravagance of
the semi-reputable style; and there would have been vexation enough
at Griffith's being her guest, even had not the performance taken
place on the very day of the funeral of Ellen's grandfather, so as
to be an outrage on decorum.

At the same time, there came a packet franked by a not very
satisfactory peer, brother to Lady Louisa. My father threw a note
over to Clarence, and proceeded to read a very properly expressed
letter full of apologies and condolences for the Fordyces.

'He could not have got the letter in time' was my father's comment.
'When did you forward the letter? How was it addressed? Clarence,
I say, didn't you hear?'

Clarence lifted up his face from his letter, so much flushed that my
mother broke in--'What's the matter? A mistake in the post-town
would account for the delay. Has he had the letter?'

'Oh yes.'

'Not in time--eh?'

'I'm afraid,' and he faltered, 'he did.'

'Did he or did he not?' demanded my mother.

'What does he say?' exclaimed my father.

'Sir' (always an unpropitious beginning for poor Clarence), 'I
should prefer not showing you.'

'Nonsense!' exclaimed my mother: 'you do no good by concealing it!'

'Let me see his letter,' said my father, in the voice there was no
gainsaying, and absolutely taking it from Clarence. None of us will
ever forget the tone in which he read it aloud at the breakfast-
table.

'DEAR BILL--What possessed you to send a death's-head to the feast?
The letter would have bitten no one in my chambers. A nice scrape I
shall be in if you let out that your officious precision forwarded
it. Of course at the last moment I could not upset the whole affair
and leave Lydia to languish in vain. The whole thing went off
magnificently. Keep counsel and no harm is done. You owe me that
for sending on the letter.--Yours,

'J. G. W.'

Clarence had not read to the end when the letter was taken from him.
Indeed to inclose such a note in a dispatch sure to be opened en
famille was one of Griffith's haphazard proceedings, which arose
from the present being always much more to him than the absent.
Clarence was much shocked at hearing these last sentences, and
exclaimed, 'He meant it in confidence, papa; I implore you to treat
it as unread!'

My father was always scrupulous about private letters, and said, 'I
beg your pardon, Clarence; I should not have forced it from you. I
wish I had not seen it.'

My mother gave something between a snort and a sigh. 'It is right
for us to know the truth,' she said, 'but that is enough. There is
no need that they should know at Hillside what was Griffith's
alternative.'

'I would not add a pang to that dear girl's grief,' said my father;
'but I see the Fordyces were right. I shall never do anything to
bring these two together again.'

My mother chimed in with something about preferring Lady Peacock and
the Bella Vista crew to Ellen and Hillside, which made us rush into
the breach with incoherent defence.

'I know how it was,' said Clarence. 'His acting is capital, and of
course these people could not spare him, nor understand how much it
signified that he should be here. They make so much of him.'

'Who do?' asked my mother. 'Lady Peacock? How do you know? Have
you been with them?'

'I have dined at Mr. Clarkson's,' Clarence avowed; and, on further
pressure, it was extracted that Griffith--handsome, and with talents
such as tell in society--was a general favourite, and much engrossed
by people who found him an enlivenment and ornament to their
parties. There had been little or nothing of late of the former
noisy, boyish dissipation; but that the more fashionable varieties
were getting a hold on him became evident under the cross-
questioning to which Clarence had to submit.

My father said he felt like a party to a falsehood when he sent
Griff's letter up to Hillside, and he indemnified himself by writing
a letter more indignant--not than was just, but than was prudent,
especially in the case of one little accustomed to strong censure.
Indeed Clarence could not restrain a slight groan when he perceived
that our mother was shut up in the study to assist in the
composition. Her denunciations always outran my father's, and her
pain showed itself in bitterness. 'I ought to have had the presence
of mind to refuse to show the letter,' he said; 'Griff will hardly
forgive me.'

Ellen looked very thin, and with a transparent delicacy of
complexion. She had greatly grieved over her grandfather's illness
and the first change in her happy home; and she must have been much
disappointed at Griffith's absence. Emily dreaded her mention of
the subject when they first met.

'But,' said my sister, 'she said no word of him. All she cared to
tell me was of the talks she had with her grandfather, when he made
her read his favourite chapters in the Bible; and though he had no
memory for outside things, his thoughts were as beautiful as ever.
Sometimes his face grew so full of glad contemplation that she felt
quite awestruck, as if it were becoming like the face of an angel.
It made her realise, she said, "how little the ups and downs of this
life matter, if there can be such peace at the last." And, after
all, I could not help thinking that it was better perhaps that Griff
did not come. Any other sort of talk would have jarred on her just
now, and you know he would never stand much of that.'

Much as we loved our Griff, we had come to the perception that Ellen
was a treasure he could not esteem properly.

The Lester cousins, never remarkable for good taste, forced on her
the knowledge of his employment. Her father could not refrain from
telling us that her exclamation had been, 'Poor Griff, how shocked
he must be! He was so fond of dear grandpapa. Pray, papa, get Mr.
Winslow to let him know that I am not hurt, for I know he could not
help it. Or may I ask Emily to tell him so?'

I wish Mrs. Fordyce would have absolved her from the promise not to
mention Griff to us. That innocent reliance might have touched him,
as Emily would have narrated it; but it only rendered my father more
indignant, and more resolved to reserve the message till a repentant
apology should come. And, alas! none ever came. Just wrath on a
voiceless paper has little effect. There is reason to believe that
Griff did not like the air of my father's letter, and never even
read it. He diligently avoided Clarence, and the pain and shame his
warm heart must have felt only made him keep out of reach.

CHAPTER XXXI--FACILIS DESCENSUS

'The slippery verge her feet beguiled;
She tumbled headlong in.'

GRAY.

One of Griffith's briefest notes in his largest hand announced that
he had accepted various invitations to country houses, for cricket
matches, archery meetings, and the like; nor did he even make it
clear where his address would be, except that he would be with a
friend in Scotland when grouse-shooting began.

Clarence, however, came home for a brief holiday. He was startled
at the first sight of Ellen. He said she was indeed lovelier than
ever, with an added sweetness in her clear eyes and the wild rose
flush in her delicate cheek; but that she looked as if she was being
refined away to nothing, and was more than ever like the vision with
the lamp.

Of course the Fordyces had not been going into society, though Ellen
and Emily were as much together as before, helping one another in
practising their school children in singing, and sharing in one
another's studies and pursuits. There had been in the spring a
change at Wattlesea; the old incumbent died, and the new one was
well reported of as a very earnest hardworking man. He seemed to be
provided with a large family, and there was no driving into
Wattlesea without seeing members of it scattered about the place.

The Fordyces being anxious to show them attention without a regular
dinner-party, decided on inviting all the family to keep Anne's
ninth birthday, and Emily and Martyn were of course to come and
assist at the entertainment.

It was on the morning of the day fixed that a letter came to me
whose contents seemed to burn themselves into my brain. Martyn
called across the breakfast-table, 'Look at Edward! Has any one
sent you a young basilisk?'

'I wish it was,' I gasped out.

'Don't look so,' entreated Emily. 'Tell us! Is it Griff?'

'Not ill-hurt?' cried my mother. 'Oh no, no. Worse!' and then
somehow I articulated that he was married; and Clarence exclaimed,
'Not the Peacock!' and at my gesture my father broke out. 'He has
done for himself, the unhappy boy. A disgraceful Scotch marriage.
Eh?'

'It was his sense of honour,' I managed to utter.

'Sense of fiddlestick!' said my poor father. 'Don't stop to excuse
him. We've had enough of that! Let us hear.'

I cannot give a copy of the letter. It was so painful that it was
destroyed; for there was a tone of bravado betraying his uneasiness,
but altogether unbecoming. All that it disclosed was, that some one
staying in the same house had paid insulting attentions to Lady
Peacock; she had thrown herself on our brother's protection, and
after interfering on her behalf, he had found that there was no
means of sheltering her but by making her his wife. This had been
effected by the assistance of the lady of the house where they had
been staying; and Griffith had written to me two days later from
Edinburgh, declaring that Selina had only to be known to be loved,
and to overcome all prejudices.

'Prejudices,' said my father bitterly. 'Prejudices in favour of
truth and honour.'

And my mother uttered the worst reproach of all, when in my
agitation, I slipped and almost fell in rising--'Oh, my poor Edward!
that I should have lived to think yours the least misfortune that
has befallen my sons!'

'Nay, mother,' said Clarence, putting Martyn toward her, 'here is
one to make up for us all.'

'Clarence,' said my father, 'your mother did not mean anything but
that you and Edward are the comfort of our lives. I wish there were
a chance of Griffith redeeming the past as you have done; but I see
no hope of that. A man is never ruined till he is married.'

At that moment there was a step in the hall, a knock at the door,
and there stood Mr. Frank Fordyce. He looked at us and said, 'It is
true then.'

'To our shame and sorrow it is,' said my father. 'Fordyce, how can
we look you in the face?'

'As my dear good friend, and my father's,' said the kind man,
shaking him by the hand heartily. 'Do you think we could blame you
for this youth's conduct? Stay'--for we young ones were about to
leave the room. 'My poor girl knows nothing yet. Her mother
luckily got the letter in her bedroom. We can't put off the
Reynoldses, you know, so I came to ask the young people to come up
as if nothing had happened, and then Ellen need know nothing till
the day is over.'

'If I can,' said Emily.

'You can be capable of self-command, I hope,' said my mother
severely, 'or you do not deserve to be called a friend.'

Such speeches might not be pleasant, but they were bracing, and we
all withdrew to leave the elders to talk it over together, when, as
I believe, kind Parson Frank was chiefly concerned to argue my
parents out of their shame and humiliation.

Clarence told us what he knew or guessed; and we afterwards
understood the matter to have come about chiefly through poor
Griff's weakness of character, and love of amusement and flattery.
The boyish flirtation with Selina Clarkson had never entirely died
away, though it had been nothing more than the elder woman's
bantering patronage and easy acceptance of the youth's equally gay,
jesting admiration. It had, however, involved some raillery on his
attachment to the little Methodistical country girl, and this
gradually grew into jealousy of her--especially as Griff became more
of a man, and a brilliant member of society. The detention from the
funeral had been a real victory on the widow's part, and the few
times when Clarence had seen them together he had been dismayed at
the cavaliere serviente terms on which Griff seemed to stand; but
his words of warning were laughed down. The rest was easy to
gather. He had gone about on the round of visits almost as an
appendage to Lady Peacock, till they came to a free and easy house,
where her coquetry and love of admiration brought on one of those
disputes which rendered his championship needful; and such defence
could only have one conclusion, especially in Scotland, where hasty
private marriages were still legal. What an exchange! Only had
Griff ever comprehended the worth of his treasure?

Emily went as late as she could, that there might be the less chance
of a tete-a-tete, in which she might be surprised into a betrayal of
her secret: indeed she only started at last when Martyn's
impatience had become intolerable.

What was our amazement when, much earlier than we expected, we saw
Mr. Fordyce driving up in his phaeton, and heard the story he had to
tell.

Emily's delay had succeeded in bringing her only just in time for
the luncheon that was to be the children's dinner. There was a
keen-looking, active, sallow clergyman, grizzled, and with an air of
having seen much service; a pale, worn wife, with a gentle, sensible
face; and a bewildering flock of boys and girls, all apparently
under the command of a very brisk, effective-looking elder sister of
fourteen or fifteen, who seemed to be the readiest authority, and to
decide what and how much each might partake of, among delicacies,
evidently rare novelties.

The day was late in August. The summer had broken; there had been
rain, and, though fine, the temperature was fitter for active sports
than anything else. Croquet was not yet invented, and, besides,
most of the party were of the age for regular games at play. Ellen
and Emily did their part in starting these--finding, however, that
the Reynolds boys were rather rough, in spite of the objurgations of
their sister, who evidently thought herself quite beyond the age for
romps. The sports led them to the great home-field on the opposite
slope of the ridge from our own. The new farm-buildings were on the
level ground at the bottom to the right, where the declivity was
much more gradual than to the left, which was very steep, and ended
in furze bushes and low copsewood. It was voted a splendid place
for hide-and-seek, and the game was soon in such full career that
Ellen, who had had quite running enough, could fall out of it, and
with her, the other two elder girls. Emily felt Fanny Reynolds'
presence a sort of protection, 'little guessing what she was up to,'
to use her own expression. Perhaps the girl had not earlier made
out who Emily was, or she had been too much absorbed in her cares;
but, as the three sat resting on a stump overlooking the hill, she
was prompted by the singular inopportuneness of precocious fourteen
to observe, 'I ought to have congratulated you, Miss Winslow.'

Emily gabbled out, 'Thank you, never mind,' hoping thus to put a
stop to whatever might be coming; but there was no such good
fortune. 'We saw it in the paper. It is your brother, isn't it?'

'What?' asked unsuspicious Ellen, thinking, no doubt, of some fresh
glory to Griffith.

And before Emily could utter a word, if there were any she could
have uttered, out it came. 'The marriage--John Griffith Winslow,
Esquire, eldest son of John Edward Winslow of Chantry House, to
Selina, relict of Sir Henry Peacock and daughter of George Clarkson,
Esquire, Q.C. I didn't think it could be you at first, because you
would have been at the wedding.'

Emily had not even time to meet Ellen's eyes before they were
startled by a shriek that was not the merry 'whoop' and 'I spy' of
the game, and, springing up, the girls saw little Anne Fordyce
rushing headlong down the very steepest part of the slope, just
where it ended in an extremely muddy pool, the watering-place of the
cattle. The child was totally unable to stop herself, and so was
Martyn, who was dashing after her. Not a word was said, though,
perhaps, there was a shriek or two, but the elder sisters flew with
one accord towards the pond. They also were some way above it, but
at some distance off, so that the descent was not so perpendicular,
and they could guard against over-running themselves. Ellen,
perhaps from knowing the ground better, was far before the other
two; but already poor little Anne had gone straight down, and fallen
flat on her face in the water, Martyn after her, perhaps with a
little more free will, for, though he too fell, he was already
struggling to lift Anne up, and had her head above water, when Ellen
arrived and dashed in to assist.

The pond began by being shallow, but the bottom sloped down into a
deep hollow, and was besides covered several feet deep with heavy
cattle-trodden mire and weeds, in which it was almost impossible to
gain a footing, or to move. By the time Emily and Miss Reynolds had
come to the brink, Ellen and Martyn were standing up in the water,
leaning against one another, and holding poor little Anne's head up-
-all they could do. Ellen called out, 'Don't! don't come in! Call
some one! The farm! We are sinking in! You can't help! Call--'

The danger was really terrible of their sinking in the mud and
weeds, and being sucked into the deep part of the pool, and they
were too far in to be reached from the bank. Emily perceived this,
and ran as she had never run before, happily meeting on the way with
the gentlemen, who had been inspecting the new model farm-buildings,
and had already taken alarm from the screams.

They found the three still with their heads above water, but no
more, for every struggle to get up the slope only plunged them
deeper in the horrible mud. Moreover, Fanny Reynolds was up to her
ankles in the mud, holding by one of her brothers, but unable to
reach Martyn. It seems she had had some idea of forming a chain of
hands to pull the others out.

Even now the rescue was not too easy. Mr. Fordyce hurried in, and
took Anne in his arms; but, even with his height and strength, he
found his feet slipping away under him, and could only hand the
little insensible girl to Mr. Reynolds, bidding him carry her at
once to the house, while he lifted Martyn up only just in time, and
Ellen clung to him. Thus weighted, he could not get out, till the
bailiff and another man had brought some faggots and a gate that
were happily near at hand, and helped him to drag the two out,
perfectly exhausted, and Martyn hardly conscious. They both were
carried to the Rectory,--Ellen by her father, Martyn by the
foreman,--and they were met at the door by the tidings that little
Anne was coming to herself.

Indeed, by the time Mr. Fordyce had put on dry clothes, all three
were safe in warm beds, and quite themselves again, so that he
trusted that no mischief was done; though he decided upon fetching
my mother to satisfy herself about Martyn. However, a ducking was
not much to a healthy fellow like Martyn, and my mother found him
quite fit to dress himself in the clothes she brought, and to return
home with her. Both the girls were asleep, but Ellen had had a
shivering fit, and her mother was with her, and was anxious. Emily
told her mother of Fanny Reynolds' unfortunate speech, and it was
thought right to mention it. Mrs. Fordyce listened kindly, kissed
Emily, and told her not to be distressed, for possibly it might turn
out to have been the best thing for Ellen to have learnt the fact at
such a moment; and, at any rate, it had spared her parents some
doubt and difficulty as to the communication.

CHAPTER XXXII--WALY, WALY

'And am I then forgot, forgot?
It broke the heart of Ellen!'

CAMPBELL

Clarence and Martyn walked over to Hillside the first thing the next
morning to inquire for the two sisters. As to one, they were
quickly reassured, for Anne was in the porch feeding the doves, and
no sooner did she see them than out she flew, and was clinging round
Martyn's neck, her hat falling back as she kissed him on both
cheeks, with an eagerness that made him, as Clarence reported, turn
the colour of a lobster, and look shy, not to say sheepish, while
she exclaimed, ' Oh, Martyn! mamma says she never thanked you, for
you really and truly did save my life, and I am so glad it was you--
'

'It was not I, it was Ellen,' gruffly muttered Martyn.

'Oh yes! but papa says I should have been smothered in that horrid
mud, before Ellen could get to me if you had not pulled me up
directly.'

The elders came out by this time, and Clarence was able to get in
his inquiry. Ellen had had a feverish night, and her chest seemed
oppressed, but her mother did not think her seriously ill. Once she
had asked, 'Is it true, what Fanny Reynolds said?' and on being
answered, 'Yes, my dear, I am afraid it is,' she had said no more;
and as the Fordyce habit of treating colds was with sedatives, her
mother thought her scarcely awake to the full meaning of the
tidings, and hoped to prevent her dwelling on them till she had
recovered the physical shock. Having answered these inquiries, the
two parents turned upon Martyn, who, in an access of shamefacedness,
had crept behind Clarence and a great orange-tree, and was thence
pulled out by Anne's vigorous efforts. The full story had come to
light. The Reynolds' boys had grown boisterous as soon as the
restraint of the young ladies' participation had been removed, and
had, whether intentionally or not, terrified little Anne in the
chases of hide-and-seek. Finally, one of them had probably been
unable to withstand the temptation of seeing her timid nervous way
of peeping and prying about; and had, without waiting to be properly
found, leapt out of his lair with a roar that scared the little girl
nearly out of her wits, and sent her flying, she knew not whither.
Martyn was a few steps behind, only not holding her hand, because
the other children had derided her for clinging to his protection.
He had instantly seen where she was going, and shouted to her to
stop and take care; but she was past attending to him, and he had no
choice but to dart after her, seeing what was inevitable; while
George Reynolds had sense to stop in time, and seek a safer descent.
Had Martyn not been there to raise the child instantly from the
stifling mud, her sister could hardly have been in time to save her.

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